I very 失败

haiz, i really very 失败. while on the bus back home on 183, Autumn was on the bus and was standing beside me. i had wanted to try talking to her, but i cant pick up any courage to start a conversation. i tink is becos i m worried dat i might be 'rejected' wif a reply. then all the while i keep wanting to try n try, but really cmi. hehe... until when i was about to drop off at the next bus stop, i turned around to face the door. then she smiled at me n i smiled back. oh well, still couldnt start a conversation. :x then she was looking at her hp n i was going to alight. wanted to say bye to her, oso couldnt do it, heh... 失败! really 失败!