Rare Sunday Outing (Eiffel Tower!)

2day i went suntec city for the maple event wif baby. as my galgal had stomach pain and she didnt wan to go, so i had to invite baby to go wif me. i didnt wan go alone ma, it was oso becos she had an asiasoft account, so we could verify and get the in-game items + lucky draw. after verifying, we had wanted to go for the spin-a-wheel. but the queue was too long so we decided to call it quits. so we proceeded to my simplytoys shop and explore. i bought my eiffel tower after few mins of thinking, cos i had to balance out my expenses for this mth. hehe... then baby was facinated at a mermaid model dat could actually 'float' in the air wif onli one palm supporting the whole structure.

after buying n shopping ard for a while, we had lunch cum dinner (for me) at NYDC. i had roast chicken spaghetti wif home made soup n 7-up, baby had her sliced mango cake. then we shared a plate of 3 pairs of chicken wings n drumsticks. nt too bad la the food, the spaghetti was quite nice wif the tomato sauce gravy. after the linner, baby went in search for her polarize camera and bday items. after which we parted ways at ard 6. once again, 171 took me 1hr+ to reach home... i kept slping and waking up all the way to make sure i wont overslp. :p

Get Smart

its been so long ago since i watched midnite movie again. i remembered the last time i watched was at cck cinema, wif 2 of my frens. we then walked home from there, lol... ok anyway, last nite i get to watch the movie after going to ug's grandma's wake. wif baby, starlite and godly. get smart was funny, lame and really laughed my hearts out. as for the storyline, its quite lame, nt much storytelling. i give it a 3.5/5 for the lameness and laughter. even more happening is, the cab driver was so entertaining dat the more he tok, the more excited he gets. :x nth much after dat, reached home ard 2.30am and went to bed at 3.30am. :)

P.S.: when i was trying to take 171 to yishun, i waited 30mins for the freaking bus and it still wont come. three 961 buses and two 963 buses came... i was so fed up dat i took the 3rd 961 n went to woodlands to transfer mrt. lucky 171 nv come man, else i cfm go up n kpkb the driver. nb make me wait 30mins for the bus... if heng heng 171 come n i managed to board n still the driver drive so slow, i will kpkb then complain to smrt man... wt... 30mins for 171...

Pissed off.. Pissed off.. Pissed off.. Pissed off!

wah u cant imagine hw pissed off i was last nite... from 1am all the way till 230am then i fell aslp...

i was playing my game halfway, i kena intercepted by my bro asking me to help him print his trip documents. then i was a bit fustrated becos y dun he do it the whole day n muz wait till i m playing my game and i m going to slp, then come my place n print? ok nvm, since i tot its one document onli, i help him print. juz as i opened the folder, it was like wt... so freaking many documents! at least gt 10 of them lor! then i asked him, "y whole day dun wan to print until i going slp then print?" he said dat he wasnt free the whole day... ya rite, u can go out whole day, u cannot make the effort and responsibility to do more important things first? n then the worse thing is, i shld hv told him to off the lights and do the printing when i was slping. but i knew he would on the lights... n it was like 15-30mins of printing...

during the printing, my mom came back wif my dad from the airport. the moment she stepped into the house, she started shouting to us, asking us y we haven slp. I WAS SLPING LOR. wif my bro in my rm printing, hw the hell m i supposed to slp?! then my parents both come into my rm... coincidentally, papers were jammed in the printer... then there was 1 winnie the pooh bear on the printer wif some bottles of mini shampoos n soap ma. in order to take out the jammed paper, my mom 'removed' the bear and the bottles off the printer... the moment i heard the sound of the plastic bag, i knew neither my mom nor my bro is going to put those things back to where they were. n really as expected, they didnt even bother to put it back... i had to put back
myself when they leave my room... no responsibility and no self discipline...

then there was my mom opened my posb transaction letter, n saw dat my bank dun have much $$. she was asking my dad hw come i work for so long le, $$ still so less. i was wanting to answer back dat y u care so much for my $$? my bro spend n ask for $$ from her like nobody's business, she oso nv say anything. anything he ask, she give. when i wasnt working, i seldom ask $$ from her, i even tried to save $$ to spend over 2wks, i never even say anything. n at dat time still ask me dun spend so much $$... wth sia... i really cant understand, i nv use much of her $$, she can still come n say me abt my $$ in my bank, y dun she wake up n go say my bro. haiz...

b4 i slp i got switch on my speaker and listen to mp3 de. of course i on softly so i can slp while listening to it. as my bro was using my com, he go turn on the volume... i was like dot dot dot... then still nvm, my parents still in my room talking non-stop, as if i m non-existence like dat. as if i m nt slping like dat. wt... then my bro off the speaker when he go off and he left my door open. ZZZZ... i wanted my speaker on n my door closed de lor! firstly, i wan to listen to music to slp and to close my door so i wont hear the hamster running in the cage or my family talking when i slp.

i was so pissed off last nite until i sweated, wt... make me cant slp for the next 20mins or so. luckily i exercised constraint, else i would hv blasted them right in the middle of the nite man... haiz...

Lego Eiffel Tower!

invited baby to go collect maple golden tickets at suntec, cos i needed 2 different passport accounts then can collect 2. cancan came along too. then we went to eat at kenny rogers. wooo we ate until soooo full, ok, they ate till so full... i was onli okok, hehe... anyway the food oso okok onli lo... after dat we went to walk ard suntec to 'cool down' our dinner. then as we were going to some fitness center (which cancan wanted to go enquire something), baby saw something spectacular n asked me to see. lego eiffel tower! i was so excited cos it was like, amazing! then i see the size, 1m in height n 50cm in length! dats freaking big! i was so excited! then they asked me to take down the number so i can call 2day. i took out my phone n keep talking to them n 4got to take down the number at first, lol... until cancan told me to take down the number again. :D anyway, after dat tis morning i went to email the shop's owner/salesperson. enquiring the cost of the eiffel tower. it costs $359.90 after 10% discount, hehe. tis sunday going to buy le! or if nt, soon too get it, hehe.

The Incredible Hulk

Rating for it, 3.5/5. nth much about the show except fighting part. in terms of story wise, ok ok onli. but quite interesting is dat at the end, tony stark appeared to recruit the hulk into the shield ship.

Questions...

juz b4 i wanted to call baby to tell her about the university email at ard 3pm, my galgal asked me some questions. everytime i hear her saying she wanna ask me some questions, i am always scared. cos i know, everytime i will hear those questions dat i wouldnt wan to hear. (or see) she asked me the following questions...

if one day she wants to take a break from the relationship and tink of wad we 2 really wan in the future, will i be ok wif it?
i told her i will support her decision if she really wants it this way. i will not object to her decision n will support her in wadeva decision she makes. n i told her she shld know me well by now dat i will not get angry or agitated so easily n will take things calmly.

if at any time in the future she managed to find someone better than me dat can give her more than i give her, will i be ok wif it?
i told her again, if dat person is better than me in anyway, go ahead for it. if he can give her a better future, then go ahead. loving someone doesnt mean possessing dat someone, so long as she is happy, i will be happy. (as i was talking to her at this qn, tears was already rolling in my eyes...)

did i answer those questions above wif my heart?
i told her yes, i answered those questions frm the bottom of my heart so she can keep her mind at ease. (even though i couldnt bear to answer in dat way, but i wouldnt wan to see her get hurt or sad over this kind of things ma...)

will i blame her for changing of heart in future?
of course i wont blame her, if this really happens, wadeva we hv gone thru, will be kept in my memory n buried deep in my heart for me to look back.

her last question to me was, if the above really happens, she hopes dat i can find a better person than her. i juz hope it wont end up tis way...

as i was writing this post, my tears keep dropping... tis has been my first time dropping tears ever since almost 5yrs back... at the same time i was listening to Ti Amo... haiz... i was feeling as though my heart is about to be shattered any time after this, like a time bomb waiting to explode... guessed i muz hv put a lot into this relationship myself, even though i always tell ppl nt to give in 100%, haha...

Soccer aftermath: Thoughts

while i was walking home after buying some things frm bukit panjang plaza, i was tinking of a lot of things. i took my time to walk n tink about my future. i dunno y those things juz come back to haunt me everytime i m alone. some things that are telling me dat i m still undecisive on my future which i hv initially decided. i m having such a headache everytime these thoughts comes back. i guess i will hv to step in further to cut everything up n decide bit by bit. hwever, some of the thoughts, i really wouldnt wan to see any outcomes. cos i know i will be sadden by the result. see as i move bah. gd luck BB once again. :)

Soccer at Fico

wooo, 2day really enjoyed myself. keep running here n there, as though i m stamina-less, tireless, hehe. i believed my stamina has improved quite a lot. hope my IPPT will not fail again cos of the 2.4km. hehe. i remembered there was once, i tried to shoot the ball, the ball hit my fren in the back n slided to another side. i ran to get the ball n tried to do a high pass to another of my teammate n i hit the same guy again, haha. then one of my fren joker sia. he missed tackled one of my fren n was on the ground, then when the ball was rebounding towards him, he tried to use his head to head the ball... the problem is, he missed it... n opponent shot the ball n scored... -.-''' everyone was wondering wth was he doing sia, haha. anyway, the above are some of the highlights of the game. 2day we played longer than b4, 3hrs as compared to 2hrs last time. quite shiok, but expensive, $19 each... at the same time, i aggravated my toenail injury and blood was still oozing out of the small crack on my toenail. eeeee.... tml going see doc to suck out the blood le. i myself see oso very disgusting. nw my whole body aching le, haha... hw i hope can get some massage. ;)

A nite out with my closest fren

last nite after work, my fren n i decided to go out for a nite of get together at east coast park. b4 dat, we went to do some shopping for the university applications, her flowers and my slippers (didnt managed to get) at causeway point.

when we were having our dinner there, there was one couple who was sitting beside us on our right side. the guy had the drink in his hand and suddenly, his drink dripped onto his set meal. (we were eating long john at dat time) all of a sudden, i heard something thrown onto the table/wall. so i turned over my head n saw the set meal in a mess n everything in dat plate was everywhere now. i was like... Zzzzz.... in my mind, i was like going, "wtf is wrong wif dat guy? onli a spill of water n he throw his plate like dat?" of course i didnt really care abt him at dat time. after he left, my fren was telling me dat the couple had a quarrel, dats y the guy reacted like dat. then i was tinking, even if they were to quarrel, at least be more considerate n responsible rite. this is the public, nt their house, ppl still need to use the table. like dat anyhw mess up the place n expect others to clean up for u? come on man, young guy. u are still so young (according to his build n looks la) n u are already so irresponsible n inconsiderate, nx time when u get older, hw are u going to be like? haiz...

nwadays i was tinking y couples always fight n quarrel for? for my entire 4yr+ (close to 5yrs already) wif my gf, i hv never even quarrelled wif her. all the most is we did hav a bit of a tiny whiny 'angry' on some things. but i always give in, cos in nature, i dunwan to see her angry n i dun like to be angry ma. i oso wont take matters over the day i m angry. so i wonder y if i can do dat, y nt those young guys/ladies out there, learn to be more patient, understand each other a bit, give in when u hav to, dun create trouble out of a small matter? even if there is something big dat is happening, dun quarrel ma, calm down. sit dwn n tink of a solution, solve it, settled. there is nothing in this world dat cannot be solved, it is onli a matter of time n how u solve it.

anyway, when the couple left, my fren n i was talking about something dat whenever i go out wif her, there will be some happenings one. n beside us is another live example, haha. then when we were leaving, we saw another couple fighting again, haiz...

after dat, i went to her house for a bath b4 we went to buy my slippers again. i was looking thru her photo albums and saw a lot of interesting photos. a lot of makeovers which some were really very nice. when we proceeded to buy my slippers, it was ard 1130pm already. after getting it, we went to submit our university applications at yishun central. then we proceeded down to east coast park.

along the way we did joke a lot but nth comes down to the interesting part at the beach. juz as when i was telling her dat we could hav dinner/supper at the food centre when we reach there, i saw the food centre closed completely, lol... luckily we had our dinner at causeway point b4 we went down. when i was looking for the carpark, i drove in to mac area to park my car. i didnt know we had to pay when we park at the mac, Zzz.... no choice lor, the auntie damn fast, i haven got off the car, already started to write dwn n ask for payment... anyway, when we reached there, she was looking for a shop dat sells some house models, but it wasnt open at dat time. so we proceeded to look for a slot at one of those rocky areas (or stone areas). we walked quite some distance frm our parking area towards the pier direction.

then we sat down n had a long long talk for 2+hrs... she talked about her past, i talked about my past. but hers was more interesting n somehw, some part of it, made my heart very sour. i dunno y, juz feel dat some things she says, i m worried it might impact onto me. i didnt managed to say a lot to her, cos i dunno wad to say. i do hv a lot more things to say than last nite, juz dat it wasnt the right time i guessed. (of course i couldnt tell u all wad we were conversing about) but the whole nite was very "conversative" and i did know a lot more about her n learnt a lot more things dat i didnt/dun have the chance to experience. overall to say, it was a very fruitful nite at the beach.

at ard 4+, we went to terminal 3 cos she didnt go b4. so we walked walked n found out dat terminal 3 was quite grand, the design. but the viewing gallery was too far away from the main glasses. we totally couldnt see anything thru those glasses/windows when the outside is so dark n the inside is so bright. (maybe we went to the wrong place? but the signboard did bring us there ma) anyway, we didnt stay long as there wasnt anything much to see/explore. so we went back to east coast for the sunrise.

on the way back, my fren was so tired dat she actually fell very sound aslp in the car, leaving onli me to drive all the way back to east coast, lol... i was oso quite tired la, but i can still maintain my posture n energy. when we reached east coast, i parked my car outside the carpark outside the mac n waited for a while b4 we actually go see the sunrise. we decided to take a short nap in the car b4 dat. time passed n i woke up at ard 620am to see the sky getting brighter already. i saw my fren slping so soundly dat i didnt actually wan to wake her up. so i waited n waited, lol... until i tried whispering her name, she opened her eyes. (i was like thinking, i whispered so soft le, she still managed to hear me calling her...)

we went to the same place for our sunrise n i saw some beautiful scenery in the sky where the sun rose from. i didnt actually see the sun, onli the sunrays dat were in the direction towards the clouds. the clouds were filled wif the color frm the sunrays n it was so beautiful. below are some photos i hv taken. (arent they beautiful, wooo~)



after tis morning sunrise, we went for yakun breakfast n then went home le. she was again so tired n managed to fall aslp again in the car. haha... after sending her home soundly, i proceeded home n oso concussed soon after i finish my bath. had a very gd nite wif my closest fren, learnt a lot frm her and knew a lot about her. :)

Lunch wif m&m, darkhead n kickboxer

we went for a noobie lunch at a chinese restaurant juz at the junction after the end of pasir panjang rd. a chinese waitress came to serve us n so we started calling our food. kickboxer started ordering her dry noodle, which we initially tot it was dry (due to the pic), but the waitress said its a soup noodle. so kickboxer order another dry noodle instead. after which m&m ordered her noodle too n mine n darkhead's. then as me n darkhead was talking, m&m ask me to tell the waitress nt to put the chilli into the soup as she dun wan too spicy. so i told the waitress nt to put the chilli in the soup as m&m dun wan it too spicy. but the waitress looked like cant hear wad i m saying, so i repeated it again. then m&m interrupted n told me to tell her in chinese... i was like, no wonder the waitress looked so blank n stunned, wahahha... then after our order, the waitress gave me the order list. at first i tot she wan me to check the order so i read thru. then i say ya ok, all correct. then darkhead was telling me dat the waitress asking me to go pay for the bill first... then i orhhhhh, no wonder she gave me the order list... then i was going to pay for the bill, m&m n kickboxer tried to stop me, haha... in the end m&m went to pay.

during the lunch, we were talking about posb's new MySavings Account n how it actually works. the mathematical computation behind the savings is really complicated, lol... then i oso took the chance to ask m&m about the study sponsorship. she said if i wan to apply for the sponsorship, let her know, she will help me to get. :) other than dat we had some other peeps talk n nth much. on our way back we were actually going to flag a cab, but bus 183 appeared. so we ran to chase for the bus, lol... n most importantly, i had the traditional ice-cream after sooo long! :D

Verbal Fight at CSIT

wah 2day's lunch was a havoc. act i told baby, ug n midnite to go ahead to CSIT to book places first as godly was still doing something. from wad i heard frm ug, they took over 2 tables without anything on the table. so the 6 of us (me, darklight, starlite, godly, lexicon n renovation) who went dwn later, went to call for food. leaving onli baby to guard the 2 tables. after which abt 5-10mins later, i walked out, seeing ug quarrelling wif 2 ppl. so i went to see wad was happening. then after listening to them quarrelling for about 5mins, i knew dat the 2 guys had initially put their card holders on the table. then one of them claimed to actually see one of them take the card holders to the other table. so they ignored it as they tot it was theirs. then after which they came out to confront baby by herself, i was like '???'. then they keep claiming dat ug was lying n say dat they dun wan the table, they juz want the card holders back. n ug was like damn pissed off wif wad the guy said n ask them to call the police. of course i tink they had no evidence dat we took it n they 4get about it. they dun even know who took the card holders to the other table. the guy even said 4 ppl came to the table n moved the card holders, where there were actually 3 of them onli lor. i was wondering wad the guy was tinking.

cant it be some other ppl who took it? cant it be kept together wif some rubbish n thrown away without the uncle knowing? or maybe they initially didnt even put anything on the table n come to find trouble/wadever the reason, onli to find themselves in trouble. the problem is nt whether we wan to take their holders, the problem is, why did they nt initially went to confront ug n co. when they were moving the holders? y did they wait till baby was left alone b4 they went? even if there were really card holders on the table, who would actually wan to touch the table. obviously its being booked wad. i hv no idea on wad grounds did they come to tink of tis idea dat they can actually 'bluff' thru to get the table? or some free card holders that they actually lost in the 1st place? they tot they could bully 1 small gal sitting there by herself? lucky we were one big grp n ug went back in time, else i tink baby going to get stunned all the way sia.

Basketball last nite

last nite's bball was hell of a time. it has been very long since we gathered for bball. i remembered the last time we had bball together was during my probation. dat was when philip was still around. however, last nite was more interesting as everyone gave in more than the 1st time i played.

last nite, me, starlite, godly, miracle, rollie, ug, darklight n legend were the ones playing bball. ug was the joker cum madman of the day, lol. firstly, his specs was 'rejected' by starlite when he tried to shoot the ball. then he was hit by the bball in the face at least 2 times. he oso elbowed me in my face. then he went crazy almost everytime he got the bball, lol... oh ya one more thing, he kept mentioning efs team against the others. rollie was so angry n ask him y keep efs team, haha. dats ug, tata~

i did hv some moments of myself, hehe. i was back at myself again when i did some layups. then there was once when i was going to run n shoot, starlite wanted to come reject me as i prepare to jump. (was half squatting) he jumped, i faked... then as i was going to jump n shoot, he landed on me....... in the end we both fell... -.-''' then here came the 'serious' part. while i was running n did a brake, i felt something in my toe like my toenail coming off. then after one of the games, i saw my toenail almost 1/2 of the back of the toenail was detached off the skin. omfg... i was so scared the whole toenail would come off if i continued to play. so i decided to run less n shoot more instead to prevent further aggravation. luckily the injury remained as it is.

after bball at ard 930pm, we went for dinner at clementi, as usual, the coffeeshop we used to eat in. then there is this drinks auntie coming to take order for drinks, she is very funny, haha. 8 of us ma, so we started calling drinks frm legend.

drink auntie: 来，你们要喝什么？
legend: 我要100+。
drink auntie: 没有100+，只有H2O。
legend: 好，就给我H2O。
ug: 我不要。
miracle: 7up。
me: Lime Juice。
rollie: Root Beer。
godly: kikapo。
drink auntie: 等一下，我去拿先。
*drink auntie went back to take order first*
*all of us laughing*
me: You all ar, purposely order different drinks rite?
drink auntie: (takes back a tray with a can of 7up and kikapo) 好，再order 一次。
rollie: Auntie，我的root beer leh？
drink auntie: 有有，已经叫le。
legend: H2O。
miracle: 7up。
me: Lime Juice。
godly: Kikapo。
starlite: Lime Juice。
darklight: Lime Jiuce。
*then drink auntie proceeds to take the drinks*

funny sia, we all almost called all the different drinks. then at first i was tinking, wah, 8 ppl, hw the auntie going to remember all, lol... then she really cant take it after 6 of us order 6 different drinks, lol...

then ard 1030pm or so, we went off. godly, starlite, legend and ug were in my car, i sent all of them home. while on the way at farrer road, darklight called to tell us dat he left his house keys in my car boot.... i had to turn all the way back to west coast juz to pass him the keys so he can go home... 20mins gone like dat... then the 5 of us on the car wanted him to treat us lunch 2day one, but he 4got his wallet 2day n actually borrowed $$ from an bystander to take the bus. poor him, haha.

anyway, by the time i sent everyone home, it was ard 12+ le... i volunteered to send baby n her fren jojo back home after their 3rd n 1st time on sex n the city respectively. then we had a small conversation dat was so interesting dat even her fren jojo oso joined in, haha... btw the time i sent them back n i reached home, it was 1+ le. sad man i slpt at 2am... lol... but an enjoyable nite of bball. we were planning nx wk to be another different sports. every wk different sports then gt more variety n more challenge. ;)

Learnt something on TV today

below are roughly the conversation i caught on tv n i tink its very touching to hear such a thing.

after the radio broadcast was saying something about family matters, a lady named Mrs He called in.

Mrs He: I recently had a quarrel with my daughter, how can i resolve this matter?
'Radio': I have a fren whose son was jailed for drug abuse and he had to do 120hrs of community service when he is released. after he was released, his dad did nt scold him. instead he helped his son to do community work together. why did he do dat? cos his dad does not believe in not strict disciplinary. his dad believes that in a family, one should understand one another, share woes n weal together. after his son heard this, his son turned over a new leaf immediately.

soon after another young lady, named Amy called in too.

Amy: I had recently quarrelled wif my mom over a trivial matter and i know that she is concerned about my matters. juz dat i was a bit off and scolded her. is there anything i can do to resolve this?
'Radio': u see, if u even quarrel wif ur mom, then its gd. tis shows dat the relationship between the 2 of u is still as sweet. when the parents are concerned about the children and the children ignores them, dat is when the parents really feel sad n rejected. n tis is a case where the relationship between the parents and the children is 'uncurable'.

after this conversation over the radio, the mom and the daugther reconcilled and forgave each other on their misdeeds.

i find the above fact very true n that it does not take strict disciplinary to actually teach a child. it takes two to understand n share weal n woes in between. i myself oso believes in this. n i really believe that as a parent, we muz blend together wif the children and share wadeva dat both sides have and so thus we will have a better understanding in between us.

小 Pink vs 大 Pink

tis baby of mine (solely mine hor! lol...) bought her 小 Pink and she was so happy n over the moon dat she actually did all the installations n updates n sp1 and bla bla bla to her 小 Pink and slpt at 130am... stupid hor, haha... sa de, cant u do the nx day... ben dan, hehe... then 2day UG, baby n flying bear were talking about UG's lappy n then baby mentioned about 小 Pink n suddenly she became 大 Pink. lol... then oso talked about y baby's hdd is in fat32 format. then the 2 of them say cos she is fat ma, haha... then i was trying to say, fat then will hav 大 Pink ma... :D but i nt dat bad la, haha... so here comes the 小 Pink vs 大 Pink, lol...

So tired i fell aslp...

i was on my way home after dinner at clementi and i was soooo tired dat i fell aslp in the bus. then there is tis guy sitting beside me. i was like a cloth hanging on the bamboo pole, swaying left n right... then suddenly the bus turn n my head hit the guy's shoulder! omg... i was so paiseh i said sorri n quickly went back to slp, lol... malu sia... luckily he got off a while later, phew, less malu for me. but when i realised he got off... i was pass my drop off station... in the end i had to take all the way back to the interchange n walk back home... argh!

My alarm was off?!

wah tis morning i almost couldnt wake up on time. my alarm clock was off dunno by who. i remember i didnt get up to off the alarm clock leh, wt... i totally have no impression on waking up to off my alarm lor. could it be my bro or who, who came to switch off my alarm clock. anyway i was still on time for the bus, hehe...

My Gal Gal's Sick Day

last evening we went down to suntec to buy her fren's bday present. (not for IT fair) we were choosing the Braun Buffel Wallet n its the first time she bought the one i told her dat would be a better choice. first time! lol... but her pocket gt one big hole of $104 gone, lol... nvm la, once in a while, hehe. then went to carrefour to buy some bread for our breakfast n lunch for mon, tues n wed. save some $$ for our wkend dinner oso. :D but after she bought the wallet, she gt headache le. act we wanted to hav a simple dinner, but we got an even more simpler dinner, eating 2 hotdog buns, 2 char siew buns, 2 siew mai and 1 da bao. she went to bed early last nite, but couldnt slp well. until i massaged for her, then she gt to slp, lol... then i went to bed after watching soccer n a bit of ch 8 show... too tired then fell aslp le, lol...

Holland and spain suddenly so power?

woah, holland trash former world champions france n italy 4-1 n 3-0 respectively. gt so power or nt? they used to be very weak in front of goal, now they play flowing football wif scoring. tis is the kind of team i would like to watch, nt like france n italy. boasting so many veterans but cannot win. another underachieving team spain is oso getting quite strong tis time round. i m seeing portugal n croatia as another fighters for the championship. teams like france, italy and germany may be favorites, but i still tink dark horses will prove to be more challenging than established teams. i m betting either portugal, croatia, holland or spain to win the championship.

Studies Decided

ok, time to settle down on some important matters regarding my future. studies. i m going to do well n perform for the i eating lazy snakes project. then fight for the sponsorship by the company to pay for the sch fees. i dun mind staying in the company for another 4yrs after i come back. cos i m foreseeing a stable income job by the time i come back and i do not need to fret about not having a job. even if i cant get the sponsorship, i would oso opt to go overseas for my studies then come back. really hope i can get in to QUT or Monash. either one will do, i juz wan to do something for myself n look forward to something which i have always wanted to accomplish. gd luck BB!

Mr Big + Samantha?

hmmm, after watching sex and the city twice, i feel like i m the small version of Mr Big and a bit of Samantha.

in the movie, he lets Carrie take over all the major events and allows her to organize to her liking. then after which he realise, does he even wan dat big attention dat Carrie is looking for? Mr Big then make this mistake by running away on the day of marriage and it seems like an insult to Carrie. of course this was a very big mistake from the start, however this was of course partly caused by Miranda's words. at the end, the both of them still got married.

Samantha, in the movie, is saying that she has been lost recently. always mentioning her bf more than she mention herself. but b4 that the past 3 yrs, its all about her and not her bf. so i oso tink its something like me in 2day's situation. (of course dun mention the sex part, its out of point for me)

y do i feel like i m a combination of both? cos like samantha, for the 1st 2yrs, its more of like, i m being 'surrounded' by my gal gal. but now is the other way round le. as to mr big, is becos i let my gal gal do all the decisions for the 1st 2yrs or so. n now its my turn to do some of the decisions for us. see, really a combination of the both of them. well, juz to say dat i kinda like the way i m in now. i do not know whether my gal gal like this 'arrangement' or not.

in my mind, i m always asking myself, m i the right guy for her? m i gd enugh for her? does she tink she is gd enugh for me? does she wan to be wif me forever? or does she wan to go for a better choice? aiyah, y m i tinking of all these... making myself even more worried onli... but i juz hope dat when i go overseas for my studies, there wont be any changes. dun wan to be like the guy in Made of Honour who becomes the Made of Honour instead of the groom. if then, i will be quite devastated, no direction, mind blank blank... etc etc... by then i would not have anyone to back me up le. (by the time i return shld be 28yrs old le, omg... so old le...)

anyway, juz a piece of thought which i tink after i write down, i feel much better. if anything really happens, i can always look back to this post and face the wall... :)

2nd Sex and the City

went to watch Sex and the City 2nd time wif my gal gal, hehe. still tink the movie is nice and really teach a lot of things. it still touched me at some scenes. i m going to get the book and read everything inside. hoping to learn some things frm there. :) overall, i still like to see the dog, lol...

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books dat i m going to get are Sex and the City, Menhattan and A Single Life. for now, discussing wif baby has brought us that these books dun actually exists. but i m going to find out tml and see whether it actually exists! (borders, kinokunya and mph)

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borders had onli Sex and the City book, the other 2 MIA. kinokunya is worse, all dun hv. so its down to mph le. will be going there sometime soon when i have the time. ;)

Fantastic night!

last nite was soooooo enjoyable. although i spent quite a sum of $$ to enjoy myself. :x hehe... i went out to buy my cordless phone for my room at ard 430pm and reached millenium walk at 545pm. was so tired halfway thru the journey on bus dat i fell aslp... i almost fell off to the side of the seat until i suddenly wake up n sat back straight. luckily there werent anyone sitting behind me, phew... else i would be so embarrassed... :x

was walking walking at the harvey norman at 2nd floor of millenium walk n almost wanted to give up looking for the cordless phone le, cos was at the end of the whole floor. then i tink, still early, so i went browsing thru some PC items. then woooo, i saw cordless phone! looking thru some models, wanted to buy skype enabled phones, but tooooo exp le, $188... so skipped, looked thru the other models dat came wif free earpiece. (baby, gt earpiece one! believe me! :D) then tis guy, i dunno hw he check de, i ask him for the model, he check in his e-inventory, he said all no more... then the other lady came n find for me the model n she found it. zzz... anyway i bought the cordless phone for $79, which was already on offer, hehe...

juz after i finished buying, baby called me le. nice timing... then we met up at suntec to draw $$ frm dbs. then baby bought clothes over $300+ for 8 sets... lucky she wasnt my gf, else i *faint*... n she wanted to buy another arts n craft machine which cost $200+... :x anyway, we went for a quick snack at mac in suntec. eating the feast of fury meal. (fries+nuggets+drink) dat time recorded was 620pm. then ard 20mins later, my buddy arrived at marina sq. then miracle n godly appeared soon after. then i brought all of them to eat at 面爱面 on the 3rd floor of marina sq. legend went for his own shopping and baby went to meet her mentor. i was so full after i finished the dinner, cos dat time was ard 30mins after i had my snack... zzzz....

shortly later, we went for bowling. we actually lost our way looking for the place... until i actually realised its juz nearby our dinning area. we were there at 930pm looking for a lane to play, but we had to wait cos it was full, obviously... then we went pool first instead. after which legend n baby joined in. halfway thru the pool, the bowling lane was rdy for us and we went over. we really had fun during the bowling and was sooooo rousy when everytime anyone of us striked, lol... n we in total, had more than 15 strikes seperated among us. i guessed the one wif the most strike was my buddy, then followed by me, hehe... the more i played, the more i can handle the ball's direction. practice makes perfect ma. :D i actually had in my life, my 2nd best record, totalling 178 pts in my last game. guess dat was becos of my turkey strikes, hehe... almost made it 4 strikes in a row, but my throw was a bit too light, dats y didnt managed to down the pins perfectly. my best game was 182, dat was long long time ago le, almost beat my best record sia. will update this post wif the scores on monday! (pic wif godly, on his phone)



then came the other interesting part, we were going to the toilet after the games and godly was talking about something on the wall to me. then i see see... hmmmm.... there wrote.... "I am a white dog. My name is Bobby."... interesting! wooooo, i became famous overnite! :D then there was this doggy being painted on the wall, lol... doing some weird expressions, so i took a photo wif the wall drawing, hehe. same, monday will show u all the pic! (tis time, pic wif baby) miracle oso have! lol!!

we went for mac for supper at bugis which we walked all the way frm marina sq. talking n laughing along the way and in the mac too. we were there frm 130am till 3am, the latest nite i hv outside le, wooo... was so energetic the whole nite. haha... like they say, hv i taken my medicine, lol... by the time i reached home after dat was 345am le... woooo tired, slpt shortly after my bath! enjoyable nite! hope to have more of these nites in my life!

Dream of the mth

i will explain y tis dream is top in tis mth. this dream involves me, my buddy, baby and UG. kinda like a freak dream to me. my buddy, baby and me were in this house. then baby n me were talking to each other on a sofa, until my buddy came. so i left, leaving the 2 of them to talk to each other. until they 2 fell aslp and the most interesting part is... my buddy's head was resting on baby's abdomen. lol... hw fortunate, haha. then at some time, baby and me were walking on the street, talking to each other n we mentioned about the 2 of them slping. then baby said she was so happy about it. :x after which my fren suddenly came n talk to me abt some things which i dun remember. then a policeman appeared shouting across us, i wasnt sure at dat moment who he was shouting to. until suddenly an army guy appeared wif an m16! then as baby and me were running across the road to look for cover, the army guy fired his m16. the both of us lied dwn on the road and covered ourselves. then i was tinking, tis army guy fired his m16 continously, he dun need to reload one? a while later, eugene appeared n 'sweep' us to the road side. then the army guy miraculously disappeared. baby appeared to be injured while she mentioned it was some minor injury. eugene then carried her up n tried to bring her to hospital, after which i woke up. hw freaky it was... tsk tsk...

Chocolate

tis is a movie, nt the candy u always eat. :x anyway, this movie nt really any exciting. i believe tom yum goong is a much better choice compared to this fighting movie. the storyline and the way the bad guys act, nt really gd. even the fighting oso pausing here n there, to show hw the little girl fight. nth great to tis movie anyway. luckily i did not catch tis on cinema, rating for it, 2.5/5.

I very 失败

haiz, i really very 失败. while on the bus back home on 183, Autumn was on the bus and was standing beside me. i had wanted to try talking to her, but i cant pick up any courage to start a conversation. i tink is becos i m worried dat i might be 'rejected' wif a reply. then all the while i keep wanting to try n try, but really cmi. hehe... until when i was about to drop off at the next bus stop, i turned around to face the door. then she smiled at me n i smiled back. oh well, still couldnt start a conversation. :x then she was looking at her hp n i was going to alight. wanted to say bye to her, oso couldnt do it, heh... 失败! really 失败!

Actually...

haiz... everytime i tink of this topic, i tink i m rather cmi. i dunno y wor, i juz feel i m more useless than anyone else. onli that i keep myself optimistic in the things i m doing. when i see ppl who are doing the same things as me and they know so much more than me, i feel like a useless rubbish. when it comes to explaining y this y dat, i dunno hw to explain. when i hear ppl talking about things dat i dun understand but i know hw to do, i feel very small. feel like i hv been thrown into a deep deep hole (where i can find wireless in india 800m underground :x). although i m one of those few in my grp of frens who can assemble/repair computers, i still feel like i m a newbie. i may have worked wif my cousin together to assemble/repair hundreds of computers over a period of 6mths, i still cannot make sure wad errors are wad. i m like doing a search for a needle in the ocean for error sources. i hv been assembling computers for at least 7yrs, nt regularly but onli when my frens need me. well, i admit i do know a bit abt computer hardwares, but i m still newbie on it. i hv created miracles for failed hardware, OS, but as i hv said, i dunno the reason behind. even when i do programming, i know hw to program in .net, but i dunno a lot of fundamentals behind it. cos i wasn't on any courses except hands on practical n basic knowledge during my poly days. when it comes down to work, i hear ppl explain to me a lot of advanced things on .net, i totally dunno... like content types, content management, document management, data connection, etc... actually all i dunno a shit about them. i recently onli know wth they are. i feel like i cant accomplish anything big, although i hv tot of opening restaurant/lan shop/games company. haiz. y i dun talk so much wif grp of frens, cos sometimes they talk, i dunno wad to say. my mind always thinking of other things until i dunno wad to say. aiyah, overall i m juz a useless guy. :) see, wad i hv said abt those above is all dat i know i can really do n nt advanced mode. i practice, but i dun learn. dat makes me quite useless, dun u tink so. :) when i see carefree ppl who hv nth to worry, i envy them. i oso wan to hv nth to worry. i m trying very hard, but everyday i wake up, i worry abt a lot of things. i try to make myself jovial, laugh whole day, be happy. but b4 i slp, a lot of tots come to my mind... a lot a lot... haiz...

Studies

after going through a tormentous 6 mths of 'death' ordeal, i m 60% sure i will nt be going for studies yet again next year. for the rest of the 40%, i will try my luck to apply for it tis year first. if i really managed to get a seat in Monash university, then i will hv a 100% chance of getting into the university a yr later, at least.

Suggestions from Mom
my mom was suggesting dat, y nt i work in the company for 2yrs, then take the sponsorship and go overseas to study? in tis case, i can still hv a stable job when i come back from the studies and at the same time, i m oso paid during the course. the onli problem i m facing here is whether the company will really sponsor me for the course and whether i will really get in if i m sponsored or nt.

Suggestions from Baby
baby also had the same suggestion as my mom. but frm here, i m oso considering dat by the time i come back frm my studies, i might nt hv those frens working here already. but if i continue to work for the next 1yr, b4 i go for my studies, then 1st thing is dat i would hv completed the most important stage of an SDLC. 2nd thing is dat some of my frens would hv already gone off during the nx 1yr in this company. so i m still considering the options here.

Suggestions from CanCan
i told CanCan dat i will be going overseas to study nx yr n he told me to go for a different masters in the same line, such as BIT or BCS. so i will be considering a mixed masters in Monash university and a pure IT masters in Queensland university.

Suggestions from My Gal Gal
my gal gal said wadever the route i take, she will support me. so i hv no worries over at my side. the onli thing i worry is my gal gal le. cos i m scared dat by the time i come back frm my studies, i would hv lost her already. i m nt sure whether she will wait for me or nt, but as long as i m alive n kicking, i will nt leave her. so she will be the deciding factor when i go for my studies.

the above 4 advices are roughly the ideas i hv gotten so far. i will continue to tink for the nx 4mths and update tis entry whenever i discuss wif my frens. by the time i reach oct, i will be deciding on my future.

ok, i m wrong abt the paid during study option. they dun pay while i m studying. nw i m 100% i will nt go for the sponsorship le. so mafan, hv to go thru interview by CEO and VPs. then oso will nt be confirmed dat i will be selected for the sponsorship. even after i come back, they wont guarantee dat i will get a pay rise or a jump in job grade. based on the above few points, i decided to go for my studies nx yr le. haiz...

oh well, baby told me 2day dat her boss, toothpaste told her dat he oso did get sponsored by the company to go overseas to study. he said dat if ur boss is very gd, ur boss will help u to fight for the sponsorship. as for the pay rise after coming back, the rise will definitely be positive. ahhhh, m i supposed to turn my ship back after sailing out to the open seas?... and then there comes the .NET training n certification, i really wan to get this cert, hope it will come asap, so i can make my decision by oct.

Early Morning Zzzz...

nne... early morning take 184 make me so pissed off. i was sitting in this seat 3rd row frm the back n then there was another guy, reading newspaper behind me. then tis ******'s newspaper keep touching my hair. i was trying to take a short nap n rest, n there he was, reading newspaper n 'making' my hair. nt onli once lor, is many ******* times. argh! there were times i really wan to turn over n whack him upside dwn. knn take the newspaper read oso dunno hw to read properly. wth is wrong wif him, no space dun read lar. like ppl on the mrt, the mrt already so squeezy in the morning n ppl can actually take newspaper out n read. today newspaper still ok, nb take out lian he zao bao or straits times n read. so freaking big! confirm tio other ppl one lor. haiz, inconsiderate ppl. everyday i oso see them, cmi...

Singapore 3-7 Uzbekistan

oh well... gd luck to singapore on their quest for world cup 2010 then. actually i hv nth to say la, humiliation when 1st half ended wif 5-2. my fren watched the 1st half n said dat lionel lewis single-handedly costed singapore the game. i even saw the goal frm corner. hw can a gk let a corner taker score sia, wtf... worse still, i tink baihakki (center back) is totally cmi. he cannot mark, cannot run, play defender become like midfielder. always running up to midfield dunno do wad, then defence leave precious to defend. 2day singapore was totally outplayed by uzbekistan. i hv no freaking idea wad were the players doing. gd luck to them la. haiz...

Nowadays

nowadays, i see more n more crazy/inconsiderate/unbelievable ppl. let me see if i can remember any and list down all the diff kinds of ppl i see.

juz last nite, i was going home by bus 171. there was this guy, i dunno wth is he doing. i guess he was together wif his gf. there when the bus 167 (i tink) came, he was like very eager to get onto the bus. there were quite a number of ppl wanting to get onto the bus too. then when the bus almost came to a stop, this crazy guy walked onto the bus stopping area and almost gt knocked over by the bus! (i guessed he wanted to snatch a seat in the bus n wanted to cut the queue by cutting thru the front of the bus.) luckily the bus was slow and stopped in time, else tis guy is going to regret walking dwn the pavement.

another common thing i see is ppl at the mrt. when the mrt is approaching and coming to a stop, ppl tend to squeeze towards the entrance, stepping over the yellow line. i tink tis is very dangerous and wad if some even more crazy from behind push n push, i tink the frontline will be gone man. really i dunno wad these ppl thinking, risking their lives juz to get onto an mrt. u r rushing so am i, y dun juz make the effort to slp earlier, wake up earlier and then go work earlier? then u dun need rush, u wont squeeze, u wont step over the line n endanger ur life, rite?

then some drivers also cannot make it one, they like to change lane without giving signals. especially i hate it when they change lane right in front of my car! its so ******* dangerous leh, wt... they signal i will let them change, the problem is they NV SIGNAL. wth is wrong wif these drivers. dont they have any responsibility to signal b4 they change lane? if i hit their buttock, means their wrong lor. really hate these irresponsible drivers, argh... nt onli changing lane without giving signals, there are some other drivers, who also signal and change lane together wif u! wtf, tis is so damn dangerous! imagine i m behind u onli and i change lane, obviously my car's head will be beside his car buttock. (cos i hv to accelerate if i overtake/change lane) then the driver still ******* signal at the last min and CHANGE LANE in front of me. ****** these drivers! ARGH! somemore somemore! slow moving vehicles on the right lanes!? nt lorries, nt buses but CARS! wth, moving 70-80km/h on most right lane at E'way?! most right lane is supposed to allow vehicles to rush/overtake, nt for them to drive slowly! even when there are cars approaching their butt, they still happily drive like nobody's business. haiz... still hv lo... when some drivers try changing lane, they change halfway. i wan overtake them le (same lane), but they turn back! cos this lane suddenly faster, so they juz turn back without signalling! no wonder nwadays so many accidents... then then, juz last wk, there is tis accident at upp bukit timah road. i wonder simi accident, cos i dun see any injured personnel, no damage to vehicle. N THEY ******* STOP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. stop in the mid already take up 1 lane, and dat area is damn lots of cars one. they didnt stop at 1 lane onli. there is this ******* motorcyclist who STOP HIS BIKE IN THE MIDDLE OF 2 LANES. obstructing half of the other lane too. ******, make the whole stretch of road jam. tis one already worse enugh, the worst thing is, the TP was THERE. n dat proves that POLICE ARE ****. cant he at least order the motorcyclist to move the bike to the same lane instead of occupying 2 lanes, wth... tis accident really piss me off. i almost missed the last company bus cos of this accident. ****** up...

The Chronicles of Narnia Prince Caspian

overall, this movie nt bad la, i giving it a rating of 3.5/5. the interesting part is the mouse and the dear little friend. this 2 is another classic characters in the movie. the animals in the movie soooo cute. i juz love watching animals acting classically in movies, haha. as wif ratatouille, sex and the city, etc... nth much to say abt tis movie, jus dat the movie is quite nice, dats all. :x there was a drama halfway thru the movie too. i watched the movie till i need go toilet halfway, cos the movie quite long. then i told miracle i need go toilet, he oso wanted to go. after dat he told baby, then baby oso want go... in the end, even starlite n cancan oso wan go, haha. all 5 of us go toilet together, dramatic man... :D anyway, next few movies on the list will be get smart, kungfu panda, wall.e, zohan, hancock, chi bi, the dark knight, etc.. omfg, guess i will need to save a huge amt of $$ juz to watch these movies...