Sunday, June 29, 2008

Rare Sunday Outing (Eiffel Tower!)

2day i went suntec city for the maple event wif baby. as my galgal had stomach pain and she didnt wan to go, so i had to invite baby to go wif me. i didnt wan go alone ma, it was oso becos she had an asiasoft account, so we could verify and get the in-game items + lucky draw. after verifying, we had wanted to go for the spin-a-wheel. but the queue was too long so we decided to call it quits. so we proceeded to my simplytoys shop and explore. i bought my eiffel tower after few mins of thinking, cos i had to balance out my expenses for this mth. hehe... then baby was facinated at a mermaid model dat could actually 'float' in the air wif onli one palm supporting the whole structure.

after buying n shopping ard for a while, we had lunch cum dinner (for me) at NYDC. i had roast chicken spaghetti wif home made soup n 7-up, baby had her sliced mango cake. then we shared a plate of 3 pairs of chicken wings n drumsticks. nt too bad la the food, the spaghetti was quite nice wif the tomato sauce gravy. after the linner, baby went in search for her polarize camera and bday items. after which we parted ways at ard 6. once again, 171 took me 1hr+ to reach home... i kept slping and waking up all the way to make sure i wont overslp. :p

Get Smart

its been so long ago since i watched midnite movie again. i remembered the last time i watched was at cck cinema, wif 2 of my frens. we then walked home from there, lol... ok anyway, last nite i get to watch the movie after going to ug's grandma's wake. wif baby, starlite and godly. get smart was funny, lame and really laughed my hearts out. as for the storyline, its quite lame, nt much storytelling. i give it a 3.5/5 for the lameness and laughter. even more happening is, the cab driver was so entertaining dat the more he tok, the more excited he gets. :x nth much after dat, reached home ard 2.30am and went to bed at 3.30am. :)

P.S.: when i was trying to take 171 to yishun, i waited 30mins for the freaking bus and it still wont come. three 961 buses and two 963 buses came... i was so fed up dat i took the 3rd 961 n went to woodlands to transfer mrt. lucky 171 nv come man, else i cfm go up n kpkb the driver. nb make me wait 30mins for the bus... if heng heng 171 come n i managed to board n still the driver drive so slow, i will kpkb then complain to smrt man... wt... 30mins for 171...

Friday, June 27, 2008

Pissed off.. Pissed off.. Pissed off.. Pissed off!

wah u cant imagine hw pissed off i was last nite... from 1am all the way till 230am then i fell aslp...

i was playing my game halfway, i kena intercepted by my bro asking me to help him print his trip documents. then i was a bit fustrated becos y dun he do it the whole day n muz wait till i m playing my game and i m going to slp, then come my place n print? ok nvm, since i tot its one document onli, i help him print. juz as i opened the folder, it was like wt... so freaking many documents! at least gt 10 of them lor! then i asked him, "y whole day dun wan to print until i going slp then print?" he said dat he wasnt free the whole day... ya rite, u can go out whole day, u cannot make the effort and responsibility to do more important things first? n then the worse thing is, i shld hv told him to off the lights and do the printing when i was slping. but i knew he would on the lights... n it was like 15-30mins of printing...

during the printing, my mom came back wif my dad from the airport. the moment she stepped into the house, she started shouting to us, asking us y we haven slp. I WAS SLPING LOR. wif my bro in my rm printing, hw the hell m i supposed to slp?! then my parents both come into my rm... coincidentally, papers were jammed in the printer... then there was 1 winnie the pooh bear on the printer wif some bottles of mini shampoos n soap ma. in order to take out the jammed paper, my mom 'removed' the bear and the bottles off the printer... the moment i heard the sound of the plastic bag, i knew neither my mom nor my bro is going to put those things back to where they were. n really as expected, they didnt even bother to put it back... i had to put back
myself when they leave my room... no responsibility and no self discipline...

then there was my mom opened my posb transaction letter, n saw dat my bank dun have much $$. she was asking my dad hw come i work for so long le, $$ still so less. i was wanting to answer back dat y u care so much for my $$? my bro spend n ask for $$ from her like nobody's business, she oso nv say anything. anything he ask, she give. when i wasnt working, i seldom ask $$ from her, i even tried to save $$ to spend over 2wks, i never even say anything. n at dat time still ask me dun spend so much $$... wth sia... i really cant understand, i nv use much of her $$, she can still come n say me abt my $$ in my bank, y dun she wake up n go say my bro. haiz...

b4 i slp i got switch on my speaker and listen to mp3 de. of course i on softly so i can slp while listening to it. as my bro was using my com, he go turn on the volume... i was like dot dot dot... then still nvm, my parents still in my room talking non-stop, as if i m non-existence like dat. as if i m nt slping like dat. wt... then my bro off the speaker when he go off and he left my door open. ZZZZ... i wanted my speaker on n my door closed de lor! firstly, i wan to listen to music to slp and to close my door so i wont hear the hamster running in the cage or my family talking when i slp.

i was so pissed off last nite until i sweated, wt... make me cant slp for the next 20mins or so. luckily i exercised constraint, else i would hv blasted them right in the middle of the nite man... haiz...

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Lego Eiffel Tower!

invited baby to go collect maple golden tickets at suntec, cos i needed 2 different passport accounts then can collect 2. cancan came along too. then we went to eat at kenny rogers. wooo we ate until soooo full, ok, they ate till so full... i was onli okok, hehe... anyway the food oso okok onli lo... after dat we went to walk ard suntec to 'cool down' our dinner. then as we were going to some fitness center (which cancan wanted to go enquire something), baby saw something spectacular n asked me to see. lego eiffel tower! i was so excited cos it was like, amazing! then i see the size, 1m in height n 50cm in length! dats freaking big! i was so excited! then they asked me to take down the number so i can call 2day. i took out my phone n keep talking to them n 4got to take down the number at first, lol... until cancan told me to take down the number again. :D anyway, after dat tis morning i went to email the shop's owner/salesperson. enquiring the cost of the eiffel tower. it costs $359.90 after 10% discount, hehe. tis sunday going to buy le! or if nt, soon too get it, hehe.

Monday, June 23, 2008

The Incredible Hulk

Rating for it, 3.5/5. nth much about the show except fighting part. in terms of story wise, ok ok onli. but quite interesting is dat at the end, tony stark appeared to recruit the hulk into the shield ship.

Questions...

juz b4 i wanted to call baby to tell her about the university email at ard 3pm, my galgal asked me some questions. everytime i hear her saying she wanna ask me some questions, i am always scared. cos i know, everytime i will hear those questions dat i wouldnt wan to hear. (or see) she asked me the following questions...

if one day she wants to take a break from the relationship and tink of wad we 2 really wan in the future, will i be ok wif it?
i told her i will support her decision if she really wants it this way. i will not object to her decision n will support her in wadeva decision she makes. n i told her she shld know me well by now dat i will not get angry or agitated so easily n will take things calmly.

if at any time in the future she managed to find someone better than me dat can give her more than i give her, will i be ok wif it?
i told her again, if dat person is better than me in anyway, go ahead for it. if he can give her a better future, then go ahead. loving someone doesnt mean possessing dat someone, so long as she is happy, i will be happy. (as i was talking to her at this qn, tears was already rolling in my eyes...)

did i answer those questions above wif my heart?
i told her yes, i answered those questions frm the bottom of my heart so she can keep her mind at ease. (even though i couldnt bear to answer in dat way, but i wouldnt wan to see her get hurt or sad over this kind of things ma...)

will i blame her for changing of heart in future?
of course i wont blame her, if this really happens, wadeva we hv gone thru, will be kept in my memory n buried deep in my heart for me to look back.

her last question to me was, if the above really happens, she hopes dat i can find a better person than her. i juz hope it wont end up tis way...

as i was writing this post, my tears keep dropping... tis has been my first time dropping tears ever since almost 5yrs back... at the same time i was listening to Ti Amo... haiz... i was feeling as though my heart is about to be shattered any time after this, like a time bomb waiting to explode... guessed i muz hv put a lot into this relationship myself, even though i always tell ppl nt to give in 100%, haha...

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Soccer aftermath: Thoughts

while i was walking home after buying some things frm bukit panjang plaza, i was tinking of a lot of things. i took my time to walk n tink about my future. i dunno y those things juz come back to haunt me everytime i m alone. some things that are telling me dat i m still undecisive on my future which i hv initially decided. i m having such a headache everytime these thoughts comes back. i guess i will hv to step in further to cut everything up n decide bit by bit. hwever, some of the thoughts, i really wouldnt wan to see any outcomes. cos i know i will be sadden by the result. see as i move bah. gd luck BB once again. :)