Very Sick

today i finally fell to my bed... superb sick till my whole body very weak. guessed i cant OT too much at one go, my body too weak to tackle tis kind of life. shldnt i be tinking of getting another job soon? i still hav not figured out yet. no time for my family, no time for my frens n no time for my gf. is tis kind of project too much for me? is all these OT too much for me? my family has complained dat i sell my life to the company, my gf has complained dat i hv no time for her, my frens has oso said dat i work for nth. no OT pay, no social life for frens and no gathering wif them anymore. i really would like to try to seek some jobs dat are not so taxing till i fall sick or hav none of the above time for them. i may love to work, but this kind of extent is quite too much for me i guess... otherwise i wouldnt hav finally fall sick n lay ridden on my bed. haiz... come on my dear bb, can u make a final decision?...