Should i or should i not?

ever since i joined the company, i have been tinking on whether i still wan to go overseas for my studies. if i ever go, i might not be able to see my frens in this company again. they are a frenly bunch of frens i have and a lot of helpful seniors. i would not have met them if i had gone for studies last year. i m very fortunate to meet them and hav gone thru a lot in the past 4 mths. anywayz i hv 5 more mths to think thoroughly on whether to stay or to go. if to stay, then i will try apply for my studies in local uni, if to go, then hv to apply in oct. but i really cant bear to leave my frens in this company. especially when i m going to find my 3rd person replacement. haiz, wad shld i do!