Another nite..

oh dear, why the hell am i still doing in the office. its already past 11.. no choice, everyone is here. my everyone includes me, rollie, mingming, ah di, ruud, crayon, godly, advisor and buddy. all were like possessed ppl, doing pocky like mad. non-stop, or rather, cannot stop. until wee hrs in the morning at 430am. we all had planned to target at least a flow and we didnt actually have a full flow even until 4am. but at least we were able to get something out of it. at least 60% of the work has been done. 430am we went home, i didnt slp but instead went to play game, lol... until 630am then i decided to take a nap. dat ends my day for the nite!

Hectic day

woah, soooo damn tired early in the morning, didnt wan wake up at first, but see 10am le, then erm, wake up do some work b4 going soccer, lol... i had fun at soccer, as always, my teammates making us laugh out of our shit. no choice, sometimes i see them play and shoot, is damn funny. in the end we didnt get out of breath cos of running, but instead from laughing... -.-''' at the very end, i tink onli i m capable of playing longer, lol... after soccer i went for massage at my condo's swimming pool wif my fren. it was soooooo shiok. :D at nite then went for dinner wif my gal gal n walk walk at amk hub. bought her a 'luan mian mian skeleton'. (ourself-named necklace, lol...) then after dat come home for a game n slp!

Baby's got her psp slim...

tired and boring afternoon. chionging our pocky migration. we finally made it after 1hr of migrating frm old server to pocky server. still wondering shld i go dwn early a bit to finish up some parts b4 monday? but tml i will be reeeeaaallll busy. hv to go see photo early in the morning after 10 to 12. then afternoon soccer frm 1 to 5. oh dear, at nite still hv to online to office PC to work. sooooooooo busy.

at least 2day gt one achievement, lol. baby's got her psp slim. but nt her fav color wor. she wanted pink, but it was sold out. so instead she took white, same like her darlin's one. sad, shld hv took black, black was sooooo glossy, so shiny. lol... we almost got lost while finding her ioi plaza -.-''' luckily we found the building... anywayz, we went to amk for dinner at S-11, juz a small dinner. she had light one (fish noodle) cos she was sick, while i had the famous minced pork noodle. :D then we went to look for her prune powder. act i dunno wads dat at first, lol... then we had some small talks, casual ones. her psp slim is wif me nw, helping her to configure, to charge, to put in games. i wonder she wans to 'learn' wad wif the psp, lol... anywayz, she has to take care, else she getting more sick.

at last, i m back home to enjoy a little wif my frens. ft all the way, winning streak! wooooo!!!!

Baby's sick, but pocky continues!

2day had seen baby after the holiday. oh well, she is sick.. or rather, ill from tireness. anywayz, its all the same. in the end she had to go off halfway to see a doc n to take a rest at home. while the rest of us continue to fight our way thru the pocky. i was so happy when K2 was working, dat oso means my workflow is working too. hehe... we had contributed so much to the pocky that i tink we really deserved something after the presentation. am tinking of planning for ktv or some clubbing or feast, hehe. wait till the day comes, which will be on the 12th of tis mth. gd luck for all of us!

oh well, until nw i m still editing the bloody website layout. hw can i be doing this when its the design team! m i supposed to even do tis man, damn it. later i really become 杂草 expert man. even css n layouts of the whole page i oso touch. argh, time to slp!

Some questions asked

i used to tink that i m nt really perfect for her and that she can go if she wants to. one day, she asked me one question, if she were to one day break off wif me, will i be angry wif her. she also asked me a similar qn a few wks later, if i were to one day, found out that she is wif another guy behind my back, will i be angry wif her. i hv told myself b4 that, i will never get angry wif her or make her cry since the last she cried. of course i wont feel gd in my heart, but tis is her choice, if it is fated that we 2 are together, we will always be. i cant do anything to keep her back if she wans to go. despite her asking me these qns, i will still continue to love her until she one day leaves me. then will i release n look back into this happy and wonderful relationship. some day, somehw, i will keep it rooted to my heart n move forward. she will then be in my memory forever...

Labour Day

today is supposed to be a holiday n some of my pocky team members are going back to work. but i m nt free today until at nite. i wan to acc my dear dear for our 4.9 of our years together, hehe. hv been feeling bad about little communication wif her these few wks. i m planning to hv marche wif her, then go do some shopping. she has nt done shopping for quite long le, help get her some working clothes, hehe. hope she will enjoy 2day. :)

wooo nitey 8:52pm... juz got home nt long and very tired. had a great day wif my dear dear outside 2day. hope she oso feels gd, hehe. she bought 2 pieces of clothes and made a pair of glasses. i treated her to speggedies at marina square. woah, we ate till soooooo full... :\ we ordered 2 spagetti main dishes (1 carbonari, 1 crayfish), 1 special bread (mushroom n ham fillings wif pepperoni), 2 mushroom soups, 2 sodas and 1 plate of calamari rings. we almost couldnt finish them, in the end i was the one finishing up. :\ after dat we had a cup of green tea wif red bean ice cream frm hokkaido. wooo, eat until i go toilet. -.-''' it has been so long since we had this kind of outing between ourselves le, hehe.

once again, happy 4yr 9mths anniversary to u dear dear! muackz muackz

Some thoughts on this...

i was wanting to have a very close fren that can really walk the path of tis line together wif me. ever since my little gal had her hubby, she has been busy le. dats y i wanted to look for another close fren. then first on my thought was baby. although she say we 2 will be gd frens, but i dunno whether i will hinder her anything or nt. i didnt wan to cross the thin line between close frens n bgr cos at the end of the day, we 2 are still opposite. i was tinking like, for me, she can be my closest fren. but to her, i might not be her closest fren. i really feel like a hindrance than a fren to her. maybe at the end of the day, we might well be normal frens. i will let time decide our path...